SoManyThingz

Just married! oh my god today was the best day of my life and unbelievable i mean did i really get married or m i dreaming.. oh! wait wait wait hold on a sec you don't know how surprised i am with myself do you? and you obviously don't know who i am ? well for starters  my name is Celeste and i am from oak hill, California                      
 

dear diary,

      today was my sister's graduation day at oak hills high school just as soon as she got her diploma she started crying for a minute i thought that maybe those were tears of joy but they were of sorrow instead.. and full of regret she ran away from the ceremony back to home .. when i talked to her all she said was" high school has ended and all i can remember from school is the books..."
"i didn't even had friends  i never went to any party i didn't even went to my prom they were all right i am useless and i have wasted so much time of my life in becoming some i didn't wanted to.."
uuufff! well then i said at least  you still got college ... she even cried harder this time scary......

Chapter One

hello, my name is ,  Claudette Colvin or  Valentina Tershkova  or Roza Shanina or maybe Sybil Ludington my name could be  any of the above or perhaps something else but what does it really matter since i will be forgotten like the ones mentioned before or the ones whose name  you and i could never find out because there is no proof that those who only existed in this world did so much for this world we live in ..
here i will take a moment in telling what  or who those people were ..
 Valentina Tershkova       (the first woman in space)
 American astronaut Sally Ride is universally celebrated as the first woman in space but  the honor  actually goes to goes to Soviet Cosmonaut Valentina Tershkova, who went skyward on June 16, 1963.
As you would guess, by her nearly unpronouncable surname, she was Russian and thus a member of The Evil Empire. Not surprisingly, American history books have devoted little energy to acknowledging her achievements, which among other things, include blasting into space with the most badass liftoff line ever.
The then 26 year old Tereshkova blasted off from the Baikonur Cosmodrome – following in the historic footsteps of Cosmonaut Yuri Gagarin, the first human to fly in space for a single orbit in 1961.

Her mission was far longer, lasting nearly 3 days (70 hours 50 minutes) for a total of 48 orbits of Earth at altitudes ranging from 180 to 230 kilometers (110 x 144 mi). She conducted biomedical & science experiments to learn about the effects of space on the human body, took photographs that helped identify aerosols in the atmosphere and manually piloted the ship.
“Hey, sky! Take off your hat, I’m coming!” she said in the seconds prior to liftoff. Vostok-6 was her only space mission. Tereshkova stubbornly lives on well into her seventies and, at last, report awaits a possible trip to Mars.
  Claudette Colvin
 Claudette Colvin the young black woman who played a major role in kick-starting Montgomery bus boycott, and by extension, the civil rights movement by refusing to surrender her seat on a bus Most people know about Parks and the Montgomery, Ala., bus boycott that began in 1955, but few know that there were a number of women who refused to give up their seats on the same bus system.
 Most of the women were quietly fined, and no one heard much more. Colvin was the first to really challenge the law.Now a 69-year-old retiree, Colvin lives in the Bronx. She remembers taking the bus home from high school on March 2, 1955, as clear as if it were yesterday. The bus driver ordered her to get up and she refused, saying she'd paid her fare and it was her constitutional right.
Two police officers put her in handcuffs and arrested her. Her school books went flying off her lap. "All I remember is that I was not going to walk off the bus voluntarily," Colvin says.
So why is Colvin not remembered as a pioneer in the realm of race relations? She made the mistake of being a less-than-perfect role model; she was a pregnant unmarried teenager back when such a thing was kind of a big deal. Thus she was deemed unworthy of support by the NAACP, key organizers of the boycott.
Roza Shanina
Roza Georgiyevna Shanina (3 April 1924 – 28 January 1945)  was Born into a logger’s family in Russia’s Arkhangelsk Oblast, Roza Shanina was determined from a young age to pursue a successful life. In 1938, Shanina ran away from home, walking 200 kilometers (125 mi) to the nearest town for the opportunity to be educated in the best school possible.

By 1941, Shanina was working in a nursery to raise funds to attend university. However, that same year, Shanina’s brother died on the front line  during the war. Shanina volunteered for the military after the death of her brother in 1941 and chose to be a marksman on the front line. Praised for her shooting accuracy, Shanina was capable of precisely hitting moving enemy personnel and making doublets (two target hits by two rounds fired in quick succession). she was a Soviet sniper during World War II, credited with fifty-nine confirmed kills, including twelve soldiers during the Battle of Vilnius.

Allied newspapers described Shanina as "the unseen terror of East Prussia". She became the first Soviet female sniper to be awarded the Order of Glory and was the first servicewoman of the 3rd Belorussian Front to receive it. Shanina was killed in action during the East Prussian Offensive while shielding the severely wounded commander of an artillery unit. Shanina's bravery received praise already during her lifetime, but came at odds with the Soviet policy of sparing snipers from heavy fights. Her combat diary was first published in 1965.
why does many people not know about her is simply people don't bother looking in history and know about the true warriors
Sybil Ludington
 On April 26, 1777 Sybil Ludington rode forty miles through the night to warn militiamen under the control of her father that British troops were planning to invade Danbury, Connecticut. On her way to gather her Father’s troops she warned the people of Danbury. Sybil’s father, Colonel Henry Ludington, fought in the French and Indian War and following that he volunteered to head the local militia during the American Revolution. Due to her father’s position, Sybil had to move from town to town following her father, and unknowingly playing an important role in the success of the colonies.
 The afternoon after Sybil’s ride through Danbury the British troops burned down three buildings and destroyed multiple houses, but thankfully did not kill that many people. Unlike Paul Revere, Sybil Ludington is not recognized for her heroine act because the only record of this event was written by her the Colonel’s great grandson. Ludington's ride started at 9 p.m. and ended around dawn. She rode 40 miles, more than twice the distance of Paul Revere, into the damp hours of darkness. She rode through Carmel on to Mahopac, thence to Kent Cliffs, from there to Farmers Mills and back home. She used a stick to prod her horse and knock on doors. She managed to defend herself against a highwayman with a long stick. When, soaked with rain and exhausted, she returned home, most of the 400 soldiers were ready to march.
The men arrived too late to save Danbury, Connecticut. At the start of the Battle of Ridgefield, however, they were able to drive General William Tryon, then governor of the colony of New York, and his men, to Long Island Sound. She was congratulated for her heroism by friends and neighbors and also by General George Washington.
forgotten maybe not  but not remembered often

As the sky goes scarlet my heart fills with all the memories i once lived ,
My heart is once again filled with the love and joy i felt,
It can feel the smoothness of your touch once again ,
My lips can feel the touch of your lips so soft ,
My heart starts to race once again for you

"Stay"

some times i just think and want to just runaway from all of it and leave it all  behind  forget all sorrows all hatred all lose all love everything  and live at peace not with the people around but with myself ..
 memories are bad painful yet some are filled with love but when i realize that all that was just something born to die in the end all must fall just like the fact the all must die one day with nothing in hand but grief of leaving this world with not knowing what the life after holds for us is it more sorrow and pain or just unconditional love that all the living hopes to have one day but not many found it....