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Wednesday, 9 March 2016

confessions,

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staring at the darkness alone waiting for the moment the  moment  of my peace was it really that hard to just sit there and be happy was really that hard to not look was really that far to not reach.. you were blindfolded when needed you now you are coming at me like a nightmare a nightmare which was supposed to be long gone  why are you coming back why are dragging me back to the pit hole the one in which you left me once to die with my lonely soul the empty soul that you had left nothing to live or breath for curled up in there i died a thousand deaths yet to live again and to die again by you what have i done so wrong to deserve  such a horrible death..
i left my only child at the door of a stranger but i was young and scared i had no one but now i know that my baby is save i have one last wish my wish that my baby never knows me all knowing me and knowing what a horrible thing i did to my baby will hurt her more than any thing of this world
lost in the tunnel of my own destruction - Confession of a dying mother who left her child at the mercy of a stranger